Or at least one of them. There are a few of course. So after they had completely destroyed my life (we’re talking around my 31st birthday, which has a gruelling story in and by itself that we will get to soon enough), they cried a few crocodile tears and went on with the great experiments they had tasked themselves with.
So one of the core points was that no comments should ever be made to me directly, that was only allowed as long as they’re negative. Never anything positive. Positive remarks were reserved for people (mostly online) who would talk to each other and praise each other with things that I was supposed to be wanting to be told to myself. And then the big medical overlords would oversee the reactions.
If things would not go as planned the reaction should always be negative or disdainful, that is, in the case of direct conversation outside of the scope of the rpgs that were going on.
It largely were the chess players and Koreans who took up this job, with some folk from here and there as well you know; Japanese also a fair amount; but mostly chess players and Koreans.
In order to do this they had to make sure that I would take ‘online information’ seriously so from february 2013 on (also a bit before, but differently) they started a massive what I used to call ‘making schizophrenic’ campaign where they would bombard me on social media with things that had to do with my life but said by other people about other things. They still do that online, in both the spoken and written version. When people are using you for such insane campaigns there is not much room for thinking about going to Thailand with 君穎. No, that was going really wrong. Not so strange, because in the end she did participate in the framework of the freakshow, and I wasn’t buying any of that. That was the final straw, sadly enough. I was also pretty convinced that they would ruin us anyway, the whole freakshow was designed to ruin, and ruining alone. I’m still pretty sure they would have done that. And that’s how they killed us. No one ever supported us anyway, which is fair enough I guess. It happens. But that’s still no reason to make up a whole lot of complete bullshit and then lie to everyone about it.
The one K-drama I actually saw from A to Z was done in similar style (as in having a whole bunch of things related to me told to each other by different people). At the time I already knew, but still, why would they even bother over there in Korea, right. Again, they’re still going on on a daily basis. It must have been a gigantic success. Apart from Pavlovian and Freudian style goals they also simply randomly bombarded me with single sentences and/or 25 different storylines, and the ones I would ‘reply’ to were the ones that were real to me, unless of course, the experts had deemed that there were other or more important ‘strains of thought’ going on. You’re not a bunch of biased lunatics at all, you’re just tortures who did and do their insane job of ‘cleansing someone’s brains out’ and ‘talking to the real person’ and ‘getting really interesting programs in’.
So while doing their rpgs and licking each other’s ass and at the same time turning my life into hell in the name of health and science and diligently overseeing my reactions and taking expensive notes, they also completely disallowed me to do anything, which is the core of the problem of course. Remembering too much and not being allowed to do anything is not a good idea.
Hence my comments for years that ‘why don’t you just allow me to do something and fuck off with this bullshit’, which they obviously never did. They could have done that 15 years ago as well, but the experts would never ever comply to such a thing, especially in East Asia, but also in the West. For different reasons that is; in the West I’m just a lazy guy, should work harder and a psychiatric case with no linguistic feeling and the whole list, and in the East you need to bring a PhD which is an excellent way to cover up that you have no braincells and then just suck each other off with your PhDs. It’s like participating in the circus that they created where everyone just wants to hear from each other that he/she is The Greatest.
Money is also fine of course, again, nothing beats a bunch of entrepreneurs gathering together doing business and making the world a better place by the sheer act of doing so.
Someone who absolutely needs something to do for medical reasons will be laughed away. Too dangerous.
“Here, you can write fake papers on Brexit, Covid, Ronald Fucking Dump, and all the other great inventions we’ve bombarded you with over the past decade and a half, and we want to see the results. And that’s all you will ever be allowed to do. Live with it. We control you.”
Keep all this in mind for when you go on reading, it will make things easier and more understandable when reading through the absolute madness that is incoming.
