I’m done with this. People still try to control me in all ways possible, most obvious being my wallet, but also online, offline, this, that, classroom curriculla, my parents, it just goes on and on and on.

With one of the more despicable ones being that they have been trying to subtle not so subtle get the message across that thirteen years ago it was myself who chose this.

In their coffins it will be me, as it is obvious no one would ever choose something like this. In their fucking dreams. For some reason it’s really hard to accept that maybe they actually did lie and abuse a whole lot of shit through in almost four decades, and that more of their genius wasn’t exactly the solution to this.

It truly takes a donkeybrain to not be able to understand this. Anyway. Let’s go back to old then. I do nothing (not that I’m doing much anyway), and I’ll drink my life away and gain massive amounts of weight.

They were completely okay with that. Me actually doing something worthwhile or normal was and is strictly forbidden, unless of course I am willing to translate fake texts in fake Chinese concerning a fake pandemic.

Of course that is allowed. And a whole list of other very interesting things is allowed.

Enjoy the shitshow. You have been enjoying it for decades now, so I’m sure you are not unwilling to sit through more of it.