I have personally been doing better. My mood is far from okay though, but yeah. I wouldn’t consider that hugely surprising.
I got injured again. I slept wrong, and apparently I have symptoms of gout. Another reason to crank up the water drinking campaign and completely stop drinking alcohol. I drink much less already. Very seriously less.
Still, it’s not good enough, but we’re getting there. I’m pretty sure that if I don’t drop dead this will be dealt with. And not be bothered of course.
This are simply going in the right direction in that respect.
I bought breakfast yesterday. Like normal stuff. Fruit and yoghurt and some cornflakes. So I mean that’s improvement.
Yup. So I just took my medication during the day. It means something. It’s or one or the other. The past two days I was already really close to chosing medication. Just the fact that my floor is still really not clean kinda withheld me. But now that I’m injured I guess it’s time.
Without saying too much I can say that I could use some help for a change. This is not the easiest of the easiest things you know. Also, you know, we all know what happened.
It’s not pretty.
It’s time to lose 35kg. I intend to record most of it. I’ll skip evening bikerides so to say, and for running I’m not sure what’s best, but other than that let’s see how that goes.
We have started now.
“A bit” too late.
But we will see.
Yeah I wrote this a day or two ago. Things are going fine. I’m not entirely sure what they’re trying to do here, but they’re not going to get their way out of this.
Trust me, people have done way worse things for far less than just singing a few songs and mocking a flag, and after over a decade of torture and literal mutilation that is, on top of other very derailed things. They have strange obsessions, and then cry about others in the end.
I do not think life works like that. But as you’ve known for a long time now:
We can also do it your way.
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Also, I’m painfree now. That went from ‘unable to walk’ to ‘complete painfree’ in two days. I take it.
