I met up with some streaming guys the other day. Obviously, there was some weirdness going on, but generally it was just funny and I had a good time actually. It actually helped me a fair amount stabilizing the whole situation I think. First of all I had to go there (Tokyo City) and get back here by myself (yes, that’s how ill I’ve gotten, even that has become a problem) and secondly did I concretely start lowering alcohol amounts immediately afterwards. Starting that same day actually.
I drink much less here in Japan, but I still do drink. Or well, did the past few weeks. I’m sure my return to Taiwan will be a disaster in that respect, but I’ll just try to keep a normal life here now. I have the feeling that it will be doable, if only if it’s for some mere eight days. Let at least those eight days be normal then, right.
There is a very different beast incoming. It will happen, sooner or later. I don’t think it will be too soon. It will be when I get things more or less straight. My advice –again– to the supervising load of fucking geniuses is to drop all your genius and just allow me to do something.
Only then there is a chance that it will go over without too much ado. (Without even getting into your ‘rewiring’ and ‘holding monologues’ jokes.)
But if you’re into the business of ruining me, don’t worry either.
You have my full support.
You’ve always had.
