Not So Easy

Believe it or not, I was thinking around day 1-3 or so about something. So when you kinda quit everything or are in the process of doing so (because it really is not a one day thing) then there really is this period of time where you really get irrationally…

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Blunder

The real mistake I made was thinking that we’d at least be left alone there for a few hours. Because I did not have a fucking clue about what to do to be fair. (And she wanted to see me among my friends and wanted me to organise that day.)…

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May Death Be Upon Thee

I don’t understand what psychiatric ward you fucking donkeys have been getting your wisdom from: But there obviously was more in February 2013 that was dissolved. Anything that had to do with the freak show so to say, and boy, did the locals here have their big brains open back…

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The Dawn Of The Fifth Day

Lorazepam down to 0.5mg. No withdrawal symptoms. Extremely severely dehydrated. But at least I never managed to be as great as to have quit smoking when my wife was pregnant. I rather participate in ruining other people’s lifes for 17 years and will always be considered a hero for doing…

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Day 4

Well. According to my scale I lost around 3kg in 4 days or so. I guess that 2kg of it is water or so, because 3kg in 4 days seems somewhat implausible. Still. EDIT:I think the battery is just getting empty or something like that 😛

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Math is hard

Unless of course, you’re an expert. But it’s of course day 3 today, and I have been sober for 2 days. Maybe it’s just grammar, at least then I have an excuse for getting these things wrong, right. But yeah. I heard rumors on people claiming people should ask for…

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Snakeoil

But that said, that’s such a standard thing right, the question is more what exactly does NOT constitute of snakeoil. Smart boy/girl who answers that one. Maybe the proverbial five year old can. Something like: Someone who is not lying. I’ll take it. The benzodiazepine withdrawals are becoming noticeably less….

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