Dreams

Good tune, the version by Gabrielle that is. They have come true. I failed my little uniprogram rather unapologetically. And I really did get beaten up really hard by whom it may concern. It took around fifteen years of daily and recurring nightmares, but in the end my Dreams Truly…

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Grr

It’s been thirteen years now; And the main point is of course that everything still has to follow the outlines (or 框架) of the shitshow. As if it wasn’t enough of a disaster. Thirteen years ‘ey. Donated to a bunch of freak scientists who can’t even follow basic medical ethics…

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I see

I see what they had been trying to do. You tried to change it at some point didn’t you. I did not recognize it. Nothing of it. Which proves that it was lunacy to begin with i guess. But I told you that already. But I did not recognize it….

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Not So Easy

Believe it or not, I was thinking around day 1-3 or so about something. So when you kinda quit everything or are in the process of doing so (because it really is not a one day thing) then there really is this period of time where you really get irrationally…

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Blunder

The real mistake I made was thinking that we’d at least be left alone there for a few hours. Because I did not have a fucking clue about what to do to be fair. (And she wanted to see me among my friends and wanted me to organise that day.)…

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May Death Be Upon Thee

I don’t understand what psychiatric ward you fucking donkeys have been getting your wisdom from: But there obviously was more in February 2013 that was dissolved. Anything that had to do with the freak show so to say, and boy, did the locals here have their big brains open back…

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The Dawn Of The Fifth Day

Lorazepam down to 0.5mg. No withdrawal symptoms. Extremely severely dehydrated. But at least I never managed to be as great as to have quit smoking when my wife was pregnant. I rather participate in ruining other people’s lifes for 17 years and will always be considered a hero for doing…

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Day 4

Well. According to my scale I lost around 3kg in 4 days or so. I guess that 2kg of it is water or so, because 3kg in 4 days seems somewhat implausible. Still. EDIT:I think the battery is just getting empty or something like that 😛

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Math is hard

Unless of course, you’re an expert. But it’s of course day 3 today, and I have been sober for 2 days. Maybe it’s just grammar, at least then I have an excuse for getting these things wrong, right. But yeah. I heard rumors on people claiming people should ask for…

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