I can’t believe this

Trust me when I say that I really and absolutely cannot fathom the exceptional ‘I-don’t-even-know-what-to-call-it-by-now’ of you folk. It’s really extremely frightning. So. I guess. No one is ever going to tell me the real thing, but I guess I got it, with an 8 year delay or so. It…

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Relapse

I guess it’s fairly normal, and in all fairness it’s not the worst of the worst one, but it’s about time to stop it. I think I drank three times the past eight days or so. So that’s a real relapse. That said, that equals me having been drinking 3…

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And I drank

So 2 days ago I drank. I drank and I drank. 11 cans of 麒麟 (Kirin). And that was about it really. I wasn’t in the greatest of moods, but nothing serious happened anyway. I just drank silently, contemplating my woes or so, listening to music. And I sat there….

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