So these days I’m listening fulltime to people around me having sex, because the freaks probably think that’s a great idea after building a fake pr0n stash built on a fake pandemic showing off the expertly crafted narcissism and combine it with the usual online shit shitshow. I mean, seriously….
It’s-a-me! No seriously I’m exhausted. I just biked 60km in the real hills for the first time in a decade or so. <Edit: That’s not true. There surely were hills in Japan as well, just somewhat less daunting ones. Anyway who cares.> With a big shoutout to the overlords manipulated…
All right. So I’m lagging behind with my blogpost-organization, but I will probably fix that only when I have somewhere to live when I’m back in Taiwan, and I have no idea when that will be, that’s obvious. But then I will fix that. I ran 9.5km today. And for…
I met up with some streaming guys the other day. Obviously, there was some weirdness going on, but generally it was just funny and I had a good time actually. It actually helped me a fair amount stabilizing the whole situation I think. First of all I had to go…
All right. I got lucky. I suddenly remembered how to exit the alcoholic loop. The first time this happened was some 7 years ago, when I lived almost next to the Vietnamese food store that was run by two women. in 高雄. The shitshow was in full swing at the…
I’m not entirely sure what to write about. I had some boring ideas. I think I’ll stick to the boring stuff. But I’ll write tomorrow. I am not entirely sure right now. I just biked 65 kilometer and am not even tired. This is completely abnormal. Yeah boring stuff. Tomorrow…
All right, so where was I. Yeah I’m sober again. That was a fairly serious relapse, although it was nothing compared to the past few years. However, it was still not good obviously. Surely this will happen again, but at the very least one has to make sure that it…
Trust me when I say that I really and absolutely cannot fathom the exceptional ‘I-don’t-even-know-what-to-call-it-by-now’ of you folk. It’s really extremely frightning. So. I guess. No one is ever going to tell me the real thing, but I guess I got it, with an 8 year delay or so. It…
I guess it’s fairly normal, and in all fairness it’s not the worst of the worst one, but it’s about time to stop it. I think I drank three times the past eight days or so. So that’s a real relapse. That said, that equals me having been drinking 3…
So 2 days ago I drank. I drank and I drank. 11 cans of 麒麟 (Kirin). And that was about it really. I wasn’t in the greatest of moods, but nothing serious happened anyway. I just drank silently, contemplating my woes or so, listening to music. And I sat there….
