How Delusional Can a DonkeyBrain Be?

It turns out, after being bombarded for over a decade with similar nonsense (I guess), that apart from your dopamine greatness you seriously and deliberately cockblocked me in workout and healing attempts and even had my own mother participating in the ‘getting him as unhealthy as possible’ program, while being…

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Problems

Now this is the real moment for a little self-intervention. I have been slacking. Well, I can’t blame myself. You’d understand if you saw my living conditions. Still. I did things right for 50%. Not bad. But this time it’s going to be 100%. If not, I’ll die. And in…

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Sleeping Sober

Some more medical things though, one might or might not expect to have less nightmares when sleeping without being intoxicated (by alcohol). Not true. Yesterday alone I had at least four different nightmares (I don’t remember everything though, so it could have been even worse). If anything, it’s only getting…

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Sixty-Nine

Yeah. So I was clean for the past 6 days out of the past 9. I was also working out 6 days out of the past 9. In fact all of my clean days were working out days, with a real 1:1 correlation. I sense a pattern lol. Which makes…

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To all my fans

Lol. Now don’t take these things (the title in this case) too seriously huh. You went a bit over the top with that AND I already wrote down that you did so years ago. So yeah. But no for all my fans here is a little update: I’m gonna do…

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Some more Freud

Imagine that a bird flies over, and bombs away most of your life. After a while these same people return to you and say ‘yeah but we had to do that, because we read Freud’. Get real. And for your info: I do not think of my mother when I’m…

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When I write irreparable…

…then I mean irreparable. So don’t come up with more therapy, or whatever you want to call that freakshow. Well just in between, it’s pretty obvious how the interactions between me and anything that remotely resembles chess world will be (and largely already had become anyway). Permabans. If you don’t…

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Seriously ‘ey

Look at this: “We torture you because we need money and can’t help doing otherwise.” Now look at the reply: “I let you torture me as much as your rotten minds can think of because there’s an enormous list of atrocities that I never got paid for, and this you…

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