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Anyway. Things are wrapping up now.

I wanted to write something down.

I did not expect for it to be like this. Mjah. It was ruined a bit. Anyway, we’ll see how things go. I would like not to be disturbed in my life choices anymore, because it doesn’t exactly work out very well when you do.

I’d like to be compensated as well. Anyway, by now everyone knows.

It has been written down I guess. The medics with their rpgs can go to hell. While they were busy focusing on their nonsense I wrote down my own nonsense.

And now there’s clear proof of how fucked up it all is.

I’ll leave it at that.

We will see who wants to talk to me about things and who doesn’t. I don’t mind a chat in 南京 or even in a church or so so to say. I don’t know man. I definitely wouldn’t mind 南京 though.

We all get the point, me probably much later than the others.

We’ll see.

I’m 44 now.

What a waste of what could have been much better.