I have been ranting a fair amount of course, but to my monitor only so it’s no big deal. These topics are miserable anyway and even after this many years some people are not answering everything, while they surely know that they fucked up rather miserably.
Anyway. But for personal reasons I really need to calm down. I have to be a bit forcefully about this. It’s not too hard to take the rough edges off, and then just be a normal person again in that respect. I’ll start with some simple gaming I guess, and a bit of nothing. I might stream ‘yet another walk’ to the sushi place or something silly like that.
Learn a language, you know. There’s some cash left that should be picked up somewhere.
Again,
If it suits them then I’m officially mentally disabled.
If it suits them then I’m officially the biggest hazard the world has ever seen.
If it suits them then I’m the biggest genius with huge long term planning.
If it suits them then I’m a heavily abused person and treat as a handicapped person.
If it suits them then I’m in the possession of non-earthly skills that want to control and experiment on.
Etc.
In reality I’m just a guy abused for over three decades who essentially has no place to live.
How hard is it to understand and accept those facts, right.
