So I decided to drink. First of all was it kinda necessary in the beginning to get the point through I wanted to make through, because yeah.
Then secondly I got almightily pissed off so drank a bit more because of that.
But then third of all, and I’m gonna tell you this, and it’s one of those ‘don’t try this at home’ things, I consciously decided to go on drinking not matter what for a very specific reason:
I hoped it would preserve my sanity while I was being subjected to the most lunatic nonsense the world has ever seen, at least in the virtual way, and without directly physically harming someone.
Now, this went completely wrong of course because it took so long and I had to quit drinking asap, which was blocked.
But anyway, my sanity was preserved. Again, don’t try this at home. By now I understand that you can’t do that, so don’t.
So that one I did deliberately. I wasn’t sure whether it would be working or not, or whether or not it’s a real thing, because the brain damage you’re occurring in the process can also hardly be neglected.
But that’s what I did.
I mean, what else can you do, right.
And don’t get me wrong, it’s not that I mind a drink or two.
But there was some more behind it.
Anywayz. You can know now.
This was why.
